Wish I Had Blogged Yesterday
Yesterday was a really great day. I worked hard at the AgCenter, I had a great dinner with my mother-in-law, and I sorted out my closet while watching Top Gear… I actually got things done.
Today-
I woke up an hour before I needed to be at a workshop. I wasn’t the last to walk in, but I certainly was later than I wanted to be (late enough to miss the first rounds of introductions). I felt like I was bothering the principal because I wanted the key to my classroom (that they didn’t have) and wanted to get things settled and organized in my room, but there were computers all over the place. I asked about the dry erase boards, and curriculum… and felt like I was being too needy and asking questions no one had the time or inclination to answer. Some of my co-workers seem friendly, but I feel no where near as comfortable or at home as I did at BPCC. I feel really out of my depth, but I guess I should just relax and let it take care of itself. I should try to make friends and not waves. All things are changeable.
I think I’m nervous because so many things are up in the air. On top of that, the house isn’t as clean as I would like, and a Merrymaids representative is coming for a walk-through for t because M’s convinced me to get a maid. I think it’s just because he doesn’t want to help with the housework, but he says it’s because he wants me to have more me time. I think it’s going to be $300 a month for nothing because, since we have the dogs… and no grass… I have to dust almost everyday… and really should vacuum twice a week (thanks to Big G, who volunteered for that chore, I only have to do a touch up during the week… but I’m sure he’ll tell you it’s STILL bad when he vacuums)
I’m also tired…and I don’t really feel in the best of moods. Not even Not Going Out cheered me up really.
Ok, not going to make myself feel worse.
